Thursday, May 26, 2011

The night is ripe,

Cigarette in hand, thoughts in mind.
If love is just a game, then who is meant to lose?
If Karma is true, then when do your 'rights' come back to you?
Good things take time, so appreciate them once you have them.
Life is to short to be lived in a state of 'what ifs'
Many things have been said and done,
But what have you said?
What have you done?

Thursday, May 19, 2011

I feel like a Charlie

Sometimes I feel like a Charlie.
In my mind a Charlie is someone who gets screwed over all the time, walked on and used.
I mean why else would everyone always be saying "sorry Charlie"?

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Fear

As I lay my head, hoping to sleep.
I think of what is to come.
I think of all the huge changes happening in the next month. Moving to a town where I don't know a single soul. Taking one huge step toward my potential career. Leaving all my friends, family, and everything I know.
To be honest I'm scared. I'm scared I wont have what it takes to follow my dreams. I'm scared of going into a world completely unknown to me. I'm scared I wont be missed, as selfish as that sounds.
The only thing to do is to conquer my fears, follow my dreams, and deal with whatever becomes of that.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Stress

Stress stress go away please allow my hair to stay..

Just another Tuesday night..

I find myself sitting here in my apartment thinking about what lays ahead of me, what will I make of myself. I'm sure many people ask themselves this question, as they should. But is it unhealthy to over think the future?

I think it is. I find myself more often than not thinking about what might become of something rather than enjoying what is currently going on.

Life is going to throw many obstacles, changes, and challenges your way and there is nothing any one can do to prevent that. if you become too accustomed to planning and attempting to predict the future you might not be able to cope with such a ripple in the stream of life that has become so predictable, so planned.

I am going to strive to not worry as much, although that is easier said than done. I am still going to set goals but they should be reasonably obtainable, not highly out of sight. Life should flow freely, not planned. Planning too much may prevent one from experiencing and enjoying life's little surprises.

Take care,

Shelley